Drugs--look like hell..

My dear friend,
How are you now? I hope you're still fine there. I miss your smiles and giggles. I miss the times we're on your room together with our other friends. I remember, we are always having fun there, singing happy happy.. But something's bothering me right now while I'm writing this letter. I'm seeing some scary ghosts. The syringes are talking to me. I'm flying like superman but I'm not happy anymore because they're frightening! I feel like it's so cold here. I'm having some goose bumps. It's so dark and I'm afraid. I wish you were here to comfort me like you always do whenever I have a problem. You're bringing some "mary janes" and "truckdrivers".. You told me before that they will bring me to the skies up to the heaven but why do it look like hell now? I'm alone, my parents went abroad. Nothing new! They are just leaving some allowances for me. This house is all mine and I can do whatever I want. I was taking some of your presents a while ago but I stopped because I heard some noises and they are calling me! I don't know where they came from and why they are screaming.. I'm telling them to stop but they won't! What will I do?? Tell me! Help me! They are coming to kill me..

But my dearest friend, you know that it won't do anything good for you. It will ruin your life just like what happened to me. I don't think I'm brave enough for this.. I'm not even sure if I can have the future I'm dreaming of. I'm so useless and destroyed. While you're reading this, maybe I'm on a far, far place where I really wanted to be. No darkness and no lonely days. I know no one would miss me anyway. My parents won’t care if I’m gone.. But I hope, you'll promise me to start your life all over again so that you won't be having regrets someday. It’s the best thing you can do. I love you my friend.. And goodbye..

-Joe

P.S.: Please don't cry when you see me again. Just help them to get me out of the hangin' rope..

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